Date: 9/21/2011

21 Sep what a day!

You know this days you wane be hit by a truck becose it would hert less. . . To day was like that fore me. My day started. Whit my exs godmother phoning me to tell me he had knocked up a nater girl she now stays whit him, and he is sO exited that he is having a kid. And cared on to tell me thy are Bhota are on drugs (that poor child) and to drive the stack deeper he is still bad matting me. I was crust, this is the man I would of died fore the man I gave up every thing up for the man whom I let in. Whom I lost my vignette to and and and :'(. Oh my word how could I be so dam. . Now he has shuts hate for me I could die and then he would not be satisfied. I rushed to get of the phone and best out in tears. Got on to my bbm and got hold of dain my sister and his sister (whom is so disappointed in him she has no relations whit him) and thy unfitted. Me later on my friends renee and monty came to my rescue too. My son would not let me out his site today :D my sweet boy dain also kept me sane as he always daze made me feel like a princess. Oh if the world was fear I would have him as my man, in a lot of wais he is. I'm so grateful for him.<3<3 my love. Tonight I'm sleeping at renees house and we went out one of hear ate friends kept joking I'm a bad mom that my son and I are ugly and that I should just fuck off. It heart like hell I was told we going to a restaurant but it was more like a pub. I feel horrid it kills me. Now I'm gona snugel whit my son night guys

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